crush..? what.....

Assalamualaikum. Wow wow wow lama sudahh saya tak update blog.... ermm (ayak mata bertakung )
 Tajuk ? Apa ? Apa crush tu ?  Okay laguni rasa sangat segan silu update pasai ni.ops! Bukan pasai crush saya suka seseorang.  just wanna share apa yang saya berlajar lah juga "crush" . Hemm dahsyat tak dahsyat taty wah wah wah (tepuk dahi tanya selera arr).....

"Crush" ni kalau dikalangan teenager's feymes pasai sikap malu or jujur nak habaq seseorang itu mula suka/cinta katanya. Sebab itulah "crush aku tu crush there crush here crush crush everything crush crush" ibarat kay tepuk tangan sebelah tak berbunyi la.... hemm okay

My experience lah kan. Memula sangat la terkejut bila perasaan ni sudah jatuh pada seseorang ermm jatuh ? adakah hati saya dicuri tanpa izin atau jatuh hati kepada orang yg tak mengambil hati saya ketika jatuh padanya? Hemm okau jom lebih lanjut la kan saya suka seseorang? Wait... boy? Girl? HAHAH boy la...  bila bawa bersembang dekat cermin sebab tak percaya diri ini mula jatuh hati tapi tak diambil unbelievable la "hoi hoi aku suka orang tu tak mungkin" yerlah bila my attitude pun dah macam boyish it's hard. Why hard why WHY OH WHY

pasai cheq tak pernah bercinta cintun? Bila tetiba dah terjatuh hati ni hemm mustahil ia berlaku tapi apa kan daya hati kan senang dicuri (eh eh jangan jiwang ) no jiwang motivasi ! Masa first time berlaku saya mencuba chillax dulu yeahh macam takde apa apa berlaku walaupun hati rasa suka suka suka. Saya act macam tak pernah berlaku akhirnya boleh juga lawan la bangga sat terasa kuat diri ni hehehe. Well yeahh orang tak pernah bercinta perangai ala boyosh tetiba -------------------? Haaaaaaaaaa  macam dunia nak .....
 Opkos la saya ni jenis kalau nak bercinta or suka bukan time umur muda mudi because I'm always think it just waste my time  I like more to friend because yeahh kawan kita kawan semua teman tapi mesar wow hah yeah right sebab I jusy thinking jodoh around us only but we always pray biar jodoh tu orang yang baik baik.
Hemm masa perasaan ni ada I always story with my bestfriend arnie jyeaahh dari sikit punya story sampai serius punya story takkan putus ceritanya start problem hati saya jatuh pada seseorang my age is  16years... hemm

Arnie suka mengusik " weh dia" sebab saya kalau tak nampak depan mata I akan buat tak tau bila nampak depan mata I macam tak gedik like'oh dia dia" entah I cant describe my feeling sebab my mom pernah cakap muka I kalau pasai cinta ka apa tiada perasaan langsung hahaha bukan tiada langsung ade cuma kisah dengan tidak maklumlah baru bermula rasa suka duka lara lol.

I try slow slow talk with my classmates and my friend I rasa ramai tahu ni hihi malu (sib baik dah berzaman berzaman punya kisah pun masih fresh kalau diingat balik) yang I rasa suka tapi tidak haaa pelik sebab pada I apa yang berlaku bila ada depan mata sahaja bila takde takde rasa apa apa.

Soalan: siapakah dia?
   Okay dia pandangan saya tak hensem tapi muka dia sangatlah mature okay saya memang pandang la juga muka lelaki mature sebab mydad pesan lelaki muka mature + kemas bergaya orangnya sayang sangat kat orang bila dia cintai. Hemm I guess so. Mydad masa muda hensem mature patutlah mydad lebih sayang mom dari dad. I trust u dad.  Well gurls kan lebih suka lelaki yang sayang gila punya gila hanya untuk dia wah wah wah  diaa idaman right.  Okay berpusing balik cerita siapakah dia? Hemm good looking and I always guess " ramai aweks luar sana gila kan dia" no no no I'm not tergila kan dia but ia betul betul memang ramai aweks jelita suka kanyaa................. dia seorang boleh nampak sangatlah cool... sebelum saya terjatuh dekat dia ni saya mendahulukan soalan dekat bestfriend "dia" juga hemm my classmate Albara rapat sangat dengan dia opkos I tanya dekat albara perwatakan dia ? So dari situ la boleh rasa he attitude tak jauh beza dengan diri kalau lepak lebih mendalam I think boleh jadi kawan rapat tapi.... sebabkan I malas nak bertaruh nyawa nak rapat so biar. Albara my classmate tak sangka dah my boyfriendbestfriend bukan albara ke farid alamin, farid and amirul hemm boleh juga la ramai tersenarai siapa tahu tapi 5 boybff saya ni yg paling kawtim.. dia hemm memang la juga bagi harapan tinggi harapan macam mana tu?????
 hemmm harapan dia terlalu manis dan beribu juga terjadi sampai my bestfriwnd arnie perasan  kekadang dia pandnag saya bila kacau cara dia mengusik macam suka juga tapi kalau uolls nak tau dia tak tahu apa apa pun. Harapan saya tak nak cerita panjang lagipun saya malas nak ambil berat harapan je kot even sometime harapan dia bagi saya happy gilaa rasa macam nak biat filemHEART hahahaahaahahah....bulan puasa kalau tak silap saya berkongsi dengan kawan saya juga dia pun suka orang yang saya suka hemm notjing feeling we share lagi ade and that night kawan saya mintak permission nak bagitau dia pasai kawan saya dia berani I'm just oaky even my another friend marah depa kata "maruah okay maruh" I'm just (bersiul) oh yeahhh time bulan puasa time tu I berbuka dengan kawan and dia pun ade yeaah actually I dengan dia berkawan weee happy juga berkawan yes kawan kawan kawan. Ok berpusing balik yang kawan saya bagitau dekat dia hemm  kawan saya bagitau dia dekat fb.  Jeng jeng jeng. Rasa bodohjuga keadaan time tu tapi belasah sah sah. Lepas dia dah tahu keesokan hari sekolah I terus cerita dkeat classmate I arnie, amin, albara, amirul, farid, yang dia dah tahu tapi saya suruh diorang keep stua hari tu terjadi lah bara dia amin keluar dan disitu dia marah bergusti(eh eh tak bergaduhh berlawak kawan la)  with bara and amin  "kenapa tak bagitu aku dia suka aku" macamtu la dia ckp ini bara dengan amin storyy bila sudahh tahu pergi sekolah terpaksa muka tebal act like nothing 1 2 week juga la senyap lepas tu okay back normal ceria lepak semua hahah time tu I just like waaahhh orang rileks ada masalah pun rileks sibuk dha terjadI story lah with my bff atun and put mybff pun suka dia juga dan masa kawan I dok bagitau dia alang tu kawan I pun bagitau yg bff I suka dia juga haha. No fight no take to serius sebelum nak terjadi pun saya with my bff ada lah bawa bersembang pasai ni and alhamdulillah settel.

Bila umur ku naik form5 perasaan tu hilanggggggggg tapi still ade hope sebab dia I rasa boleh berkawan lebih and lebih. Dannnn perasaan suka kembali tapi yg ni sekejap time ti feymes twilight okay "taylor launter" ade hamba allah pelajar baru masuk memula saya tak perasaan tapi dok fikir muka dia macam siapa then kawan saya arnie kata "macam taylor" dann I teruss ha ah yessh yeshh okay kita sukaa yang ni I bukan suka dia as crush kemungkinan kat sini arnie je yang tahu kisah sepenuhnya problem ni jadi tanda soal lol. Bila dia mengusika I was like omg taylor mengusik  tak terfikir dia hahahah (jahat satement) yeshh part ni tak suka tetapi cabaran yang saya dapat sedih. Apa cabaran? Hemm walaupun kisah lama masih segar kalau dicerita bak kata sata tapi kalau terlalu mendalam saya terpaksa no story..

Okay berpatah balik cerita pada kawan saya yang hati saya mula jatuh sekarang umur saya dah 18tahun semua dah kemabli " berkawan" horeehhhh

Apa yang I learn hati jangan kita paksa kalau dia nak pergi pi pi pi hati tu dulu baru kita "hati ke hati" waahhh. And yeahh I masih lagi dengan  berkawannnnn je dengan semua jodoh kita around kita ... jangan lah terlalu sanagt bercinta kalau pergi hemm kita yang sakit yeahh bersikap cool kena ade dalam diri mudah untuk  berfikiran postive.... usia teenagers menanggis tengah malam break sayang air mata. Opkos lah nanggis orang yang kita sayang tapi for girl itu kekuatan dia juga memnanggis hemm okay.........

No big hope harap kita berkawan semuanya ada jodoh masuk line. Hahahahaha oakay samapai sini tata.

School Life

School is a daily routine for us
In the morning, we're sure to make a fuss
Even when the sun is still not up,
Here we are, awake at 6am sharp

We feel that school is such a bore
We feel that school is such a chore
Parents say, “School’s great! Now, go!”
We say, “Well, what do you know?”

Late a minute and we have to run
Eyes half open, shoelaces undone
We reach school and we see our friends,
Immediately, the torture ends

We have a chat and go with the flow
Then the bell rings, it is time to go
We may at times find school stressful
To have some fun, we have to bend some rules

Talk back to teachers, and detention we serve
No doubt, it is sometimes what we deserve
Sometimes they are as cold as ice
And other times they're actually really nice

They teach us and give us a helping hand
They’re forever ready to listen and be a friend
They have built much confidence in us
Just not when they are being really harsh

Over the years of education,
Never have we had so much learning with action
Such as camps, experiments, concerts and activities
We’ve learnt so much and even saved the trees

A wise teacher once said aloud -
Success is failure turned inside out
So stick to the fight when you’re hardest hit
Rest if you must, but don’t you quit

Some may see school as a torture chamber
Some cannot wait for the holidays in December
But it depends on how we look at school
Honestly, positively, school is coool.
      

mereka kawan yang buat aku ketawa gila gilaaa... ohh takkan aku lupaa merekaa....
yeaahhh sayang  ketaxx ketaxx (ops ketat )
byee.... tata There was even sad happy there. not want to describe the feeling of how......................

“Fasting is a shield with which a servant protects himself from the fire.

 

     holaaaa blogggerssssssssssssss.. alhamdullilah ramadhan kembali lagi. sebelum nak story pasal ramadhan LAAAAAAAAMMMMAAANYA  TAK UPDATE   RINDUUUUU GILEEERRRR *jerit sekuat suara*
... saya bersyukur masih bernafas lagi disini.Alhamdulillah... Bermula la esok hari pertama seluruh umat islam berpuasa..

puasa puasa jugaaa trial spm end of this month...
(rasa nak larii tapi kemanaaaa takpa tahun ni jeerr)

okay patah balik ke topic "bulan puasa"  Bulan yang mulia of course saya nak menebus dosa kecil ka dosa besar ka.nak dekat diri pada allah swt .. syukur rasa semangat and tak sabar nak puasa bulan ni.

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN RAMADHAN AL_MUBARAK
sama sama lah kita perbanyakkan amalan yang baik di bulan penuh keberkatan dan gajaran pahalanya.semoga ramadhan tahun ni lebih bermakna pada kamu semuaa dan sayaaaa juga *peace


okayyy sampai disini ja (takda idea nak tulis paa diaa)  
                                                   tata. selamat berpuasaaaaaaaaa :)

for this year

                                                      good luck for all spm2013 batch96's.. 

insyallah saya akan update blog lepas SPM !!!!! haha ..
byee ~ chalo bette ~

2012 TAUGHT ME.

2012. What a year. The world didn’t end. My world got shaken up some here and there but overall, I would have to say it has been one of the most beautiful years I have had the fortune of living. It’s going to be a hard one to beat, but I have got all the faith in the world that 2013 will be. Remarkable.

A big kiss on the mouth to say good-bye to so much; thank you 2012.

1. If you find yourself in a relationship with someone that you think has potential, end the relationship. It doesn’t do any good to hope that somewhere down the line this person will evolve into a person who isn’t even real. Instead, find a person  who has flaws that you believe actually are the reason why they are beautiful. Be appreciative of the people who walk beside you on your life journey for all that they are in the present moment.

2. There is a little good in everyone. If you ever come across someone who you believe is pure evil, take it as a personal challenge to find something exceptional about this person. It will make you better. Everyone roots for David; no one roots for Goliath.

3. The best gift that we could possibly give ourselves is to love others. The best gift that we could possibly give others is to love ourselves.

4. Ignore the people who tell you not to sweat the small stuff because what may seem small to them may be monumental to you. No one’s problems are necessarily easier or harder than anyone else’s. We are all fighting our own battles, demons, and self-imposed limitations. Besides, sometimes a little sweat is healthy and necessary; it reminds us that we are working hard.

5. If ever you feel as though you are too small for your big dreams, maybe you are. The only logical approach to overcome such a dilemma is to grow.

6. There comes a point where personal happiness is a choice. You won’t always be able to choose what obstacles you  meet along your life journey, but there is always a choice. Once you realize that you, and no person or thing, are accountable for your actions, you will find that you can navigate your path with more fluidity and tranquility.

7. There is a profound sense of beauty in a balanced life.

8. The world is a living breathing being as well as a profound and ever prosperous source of inspiration. When we realize this, we can attain a sense of interconnectedness with all things that can truly free us from attachment of that which does not truly matter.

9. Don’t give up faith. It a few years, all that surrounds you now will probably make a lot more sense. Keep moving forward and trust your journey.

10. Pursue what makes you feel alive. If you haven’t found it yet, don’t do yourself any injustices by doing something that feels sufficient. Only monumental pursuits of passion can elevate us to do amazing things.

11. People are people. And there are certain rights that are simply put, human rights. Believe that there is an element of humanity that exists within us all, no matter how many layers deep it may be. The fact that we use pieces of paper and metal to determine worth is fucking absurd. Believe in the power of humanity. We argue so often over “issues” and the reason that they don’t get “solved” is because they aren’t issues at all. They’re people. Take care of each other.

12. Don’t allow the way you see the world to be so confidently dismal that you end up desiring your fears just to prove that you are right. Be humble, be flexible.

13. There are occassions in which relationships need to get ugly, really ugly, until you can begin to heal from what has happened in the past. Sometimes you’ve got to peel away layer after layer until the relationships is raw and vulnerable. Only then will you be able to repair the hurt that has been caused. When something has gone up in flames and burned to dust, it can be reborn into something new. And perhaps even beautiful.

14. Don’t do yourself any diservice when life throws you curve balls; do not ask for an easier life but rather ask that you be made stronger. Don’t focus on manipulating all that is around you. Simply focus on how you can endure and allow each experience to assist you in constant evolution.

15. Each day is another opportunity to grow. There isn’t a day that will come where growth is no longer necessary. We all have our vices, our pasts, our insecurities. We certainly all have felt intense pain. Don’t let these be excuses, to stop acheving growth.

16. Consider each person you meet along your growth journey as someone that can help you learn about yourself, about the world, about a brand new perspective. If they scare you, maybe that’s good. It is easy to be alone. What’s really hard is to surrender your shortcomings to someone else. That doesn’t mean you’ve got to put this person in a category marked “forever.” But. See the good in people and help them grow. And give yourself the kindness of allowing those people to help you, too.

17. There are occassions where having a plan is severely overrated. Sometimes that which matters the most. Is the next right step. One foot after the other. The rest will come




sincerely from,

horeeeh ~

horreeeeh horeeeeh ho ho reeeeh~ well,tajuk kali ni ialah "horeeh" hemm kenapa horeeh? why oh why?
haha ok leggo ~ continue with   of  my story .jyeaaah.

ohnoo almost forgot, Assalamualaikum annnnd hei :D


me, arnie adora and puteri kamii semua ni are planning to surprise birthday to akma. and yeaaaay apa yang kami buat sudah pun dilaksanakan. "HOREEEEH"..
Akma birthday on 25june96 but tooooooodaaaaaay is 24NOVEMBER guyss .. hahaha sorry guys baru nak update. wa mintak maapp guyssss...
tapi tapi baguih la baru nak cerita kiranyaa "imbas kembali" la situasi yg have fun with friend. yeaaay ~

 2Days before the day so , me arnie adora n puteri kami plan nak bagi nak buat satu card and penuh dengan pictures picturesss 'kita" and yeaah we do it . hip hip horeeh ~  . itu adalah plan pertama kami.huhu.
and now plan kedua kami,hurmmmm plan yaaaaaang keduaaa ini tak fikiir panjang and me terus cakap kita beli cake 'slide cake @secret recipe' ... selesai plan semuaa and then plan nak buat kat mana, yeaah time tu semua blank oh gossh nak buat kat mana la,nak buat kat sekolah errrgh tak mau,hehe and sudden adora cakap "BUAT DEKAR RUMAH KITE" yerlah rumah adora dekat and ade swimming pool ohyeaah it's like pharrttyyy pharrttyyyy ~..

1days bfore the day,weeppy weepy >.< ...

so, as you can see in the pictures that I share with you.
iyooooo sapa kata kalau lepak dengan kengkawan is boriiing ring ofcoz not mesti gila punya gilaa ofcozzs. hehehehe. Ya allah saya sangat merindui saaat saaat manis tawar pahit masin hahaa,rindunyaa.. (feeling like crying ohmy~ ~ ) ..

and semua siapsiap sempurnaa. yeaaaypyy...

So the NEXXTTT DAY, huhu~

me,arnie,adora,athirah,puteri andd ezaty.  kami kami kami dalam perjalana menuju ke rumah adora ku. yeeaapyyy >.<

sayaa dengan AKMA.. 

yeaaaaay horeeeeh  and eventually completed  celebrated birthday  akma .. yeaaaay.
ya allah rindunyaaa ~ so sweet cute happyyy for that moment ....

ohyeaaah and habis la mystory about "horeeh" yeeaay.. so sekian  ,sincere from me..
thanks for reading my story. keep in touch XD XD

raya oh raya

so, direct with some  pictures taken by me

here we goo ~ weee ~ 

this my mom.. mami :)

anak mami hihihi

faten amera , me, syifaa nabila

faez  with me yaw :)